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Now I know it must appear to you that I am bored. Pictures can be misleading I assure you. Many of my past pic's amuse me, or disgust me. I'm female, I'm allowed to be self critical. For those who have met me, especially those that have witnessed in person or watched clips of my being spanked probably can see that I am actually nervously awaiting my punishment here. The clue is that I fidget, sometimes more than others. It depends on my mood or how severe the punishment that awaits me. I have always had this habit of fidgeting before speaking or singing in front of even a small crowd of people. To be spanked adds a whole new twist ! That's a pretty vulnerable state to know that others are seeing your every move, sound, expression, sizing you up or down, judging your reactions and measuring your "toughness" or lack of. I'm not sure what category I fall in in many of these areas. My way of handling my jitters-fidget. Something has to be moving. The other resolve is to just be myself. I know me well enough that if I tried to appear calm and non chalant -I would look ridiculous . My dignity is already at stake when my bottom is in the air anyway, lol. Might as well just "go with it" the best I can.

Spanking & Sunshine...yum !

This photo is from a very recent trip to Florida to spend some time with my good friends Todd and Suzy. I was taking advantage of my last opportunity to enjoy the warm weather and soak up some sun. It was a much needed change of scenery and a chance for some R &R . Of course a little spanking went into the mix but plenty of vanilla fun was always available. I've come to value my friendships in this community more than any of them could ever know. I'll post more pics soon from this trip and yes -I managed to get caught misbehaving on more than one occasion. Imagine that....

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A Special Day

For those of you that don't know, today is a very special day, it is Amber's Birthday. So I wanted to take this opportunity to say a few words in honor of this special day. Amber, I know you have never been thrilled that your Birthday fell where it did, so close to Christmas and just before New Years. But I have a theory. Now, I have known for quite some time that you are a very special person, and I think being born when you were makes you that much more special.....Think about it.......You were the ultimate gift at Christmas time, a beautiful baby girl and a brand new life to start a new year. I feel very fortunate that you came into my life and have shared so much with me during our time together. So many happy days and memories, lots of comforting times and yes, more than our fair share of sad times and dark days. Some that brought us closer together and some that threatened to push us apart, but they are all times that I treasure and would not trade for anything in the world. From the very first time we met, and I gazed into those big brown eyes, I could sense there was something extraordinary inside you, and the more I have come to know you the more grateful I feel that you have allowed me into your life. Your warm smile, caring eyes, and outgoing personality can bring life to any room, and joy to so many......So, I think it is appropriate that you were born when you were.....a very special, beautiful girl and a wonderful gift to all that know and love you. Happy Birthday sweetie.....xoxox

Santa, you didn't even let me explain.

Now I think this predicament earned at least a pout. He didn't even give me the chance to tell him the whole story. I was just an innocent bystander among a few gathered friends at Zed & Ginger's and lo and behold there was a knock on the door. I opened and greeted the visitor with my best manners and still got spanked. Gee. Other than some friendly and harmless pranks I was being a good girl. Really. Sure I might have known a little something about someone's coat coming up missing, but I returned it unharmed. If someone offers you a drink or two...isn't it polite to accept it ? I must say that I think my behavior had been influenced by the eggnog. Yeah that was it. Surely I shouldn't have been held entirely responsible for my behavior for the past year. Many of those "accidental moments of naughtiness" had already gotten my bottom soundly spanked. Guess I'll have to try harder to stay off the naughty list. By the look of my bottom afterward, Santa must of thought I'd been extremely naughty. Ouch. Maybe if I leave him extra cookies next time...