Wednesday, April 23, 2008

When you least expect it ....continued


After a few light swats, I was thinking to myself; This isn't so bad, it's better than the bigger Lexan he bought last year. How I hate that thing, it was certainly meant for punishment , at least as far as I'm concerned.
Those little light swats began to become more intense and fast. It wasn't long before I was squirming and my bottom began to feel the heat. I was wearing a comfy jersey style t-shirt and my new strawberry panties. I'm like a child in a candy store when it comes to panties. I saw those and thought how cute and spankable those are ! Anyway...back to the Lexan. I'm not completely still once a spanking becomes serious or has the tone of You're in trouble.

The swats suddenly moved into high gear. "Rapid Fire" as I call it can always make me do the spanking dance. I become very audible and staying in position at that point is almost impossible. Right when I thought my bottom would catch fire and my hands couldn't stop sneaking a quick rub to relieve the sting...the paddle was laid to rest next to me. I was then asked; "Do you feel better ?" I think I sort of mumbled or sighed. I did say yes , that's for sure.

Monday, April 21, 2008

When you least expect it....

I know I promised more posts about the TASSP in San Antonio and I intend to keep that promise. However, I simply must share a "surprise" from this weekend. It could or could not be considered a good one on my bum's behalf.
I was actually being good(yes that is possible) when the surprise came about. While lying across the bed on my tummy and setting the alarm, I hear a movement behind me. As I look over my shoulder, Tom has retrieved a paddle from his bag. This is no surprise, but when he pulled the paddle out from it's protective cover, I couldn't help but notice it was not one of his own handmade wooden paddles. It was a Lexan paddle ! For those of you who do not know what Lexan is, it is a polycarbonate plastic . In other words, or should I say "Amber's words" it is an evil plastic paddle.
I asked him where he got it and he wickedly replied; "On E bay." Tops can be so sneaky ! For those who have met me in person, I tend to be animated in my reactions and do so without even being aware . My eyes and body language can sometimes tell more than words can. My bottom automatically began to inch away from reach and setting the alarm became very hard to focus on at that moment. He reached over and lifted my T-shirt and I in turn asked an innocent but dumb question. "What are you doing ?" The only answer I was given was instructions to arch my bottom. I am submissive even though I will at times try to weasel out of a not so fun spanking.
He started lightly thank goodness, but out of habit I was already feeling butterflies and waiting for that very first hard swat. My eyes were already shut tight and my whole body was tense. I used to think I was a big baby for doing that, but have finally accepted that for many that is normal and worrying about appearing brave is no longer my main priority. This is apparent in several of my spankings caught on video. More to come on my session with the Lexan...